Strumming Some Heartstrings Friday, February 18, 2005
at 1:53 PMhmm today was a peaceful day.. but with some little twists in lab lessons.. woke up at 640am today, dunno how i bathe.. can bathe till 715am.. den i went to take 159 at the usual bus stop, den just nice when i was walking, den i saw 159 left liao.. not quite alot of ppl.. in my heart i say shit!!!!! but of cos i didnt said it out.. cos the bible say do not confess things negatively.... so i pray the bus will come faster la.. liewz.. den i late lor. the bus 741am den come.. i reli die liao lor.. this time. den that cecelia msg me.. ask me to get ready the money to pay class fund for late comers.. say wad class fun short of money.. :( well...... this was my "tai ci" when i tell those who r late or forget to wear landyard!! :x this time zi zuo zi shou... den i happily walk slowly.. fan zheng pay $1 for late onli.. den hoseh!!! i reach the clinical lab, they say today last day of lab 1min late pay $1.. wah.. den i reach at 8.09am lor.. sian 1/2.. liewz.. owe $9.. abit unhappy la... grumble abit in my heart... ;\ haha dun say wad, Angela came at 8.15am.. hoseh ah!!! $15. immediately i go collect n the previous ppl who late paid $3 each.. wah suddenly the class fund very rich lor..!! muahahhaaa.. den today lesson is presentation of ear syringing nose drop throat swab nose swab n ear swab... wah.. so many things.. after all the presentaion still got some time for us to present the gift to her.. wah lao.. miss Jessica no Resevation de leh!!!!!! she just grab the present n the card for herself... hahaa... :D den it was chocolate la.. someone told me she like to eat... actually wanna buy for her the piglet.. very big one.. bigger than pillow size.. but it cost $19.90 leh.. that time the clas fund not rich so.. i say wanna save money so buy chocolate better.. :P now the class fund so rich liao.. bu yong wo cao xing.. den she was quite happy to receive it.. thank God.. i was so scared she dun like. okie.... she pass around the small chocolate packs, the big one she keep herself liao la.. -.- lolx. den pass to angela, she say she dun wan the chocolate, den miss jessica says die also must take, miss jessica like joking joking type... smile smile :) den angela was buey song la.. the face can see.. she say dun want, shake her head... nv even look at miss jessica face lor.. SO RUDE. haiz.. den miss jessica says ok lor.... dun want den dun want. i dun wanna spoil my mood over u. wahh.. we were shock lor.. :( anyway it was quite harsh to collect $1 per minute late.. she paid $15 not play play one hor! well... afte that we all go canteen den they eat.. i was counting the money.. wah the class fund suddenly got $43.50!! wah.. it was like alot lor.. :x happy for awhile la.. den later Ye Ping suggest better discuss this matter with the whole class la... if not not fair.. got one classmate nv turn up for lab today... by right she should pay $60 since she didnt come.. she came at 9am outside the lab.. not fair lor.. she nv pay anything.. i was abt to go n collect like $2 for absentees, Cecelia told me not to la.. Praba (classmate who is absent) quite unreasonable de.. she might give me a dressing down if i askd her for $2. well i think give her a warning la.. next monday got new lab lesson i will annouce the new rules n regulations for late comers. late from 1-5mins will pay $1 to class fund 5-10mins $2 .. as accordingly.. so not so siong wat.. hmm i have a great mind huh!!! :P Angela didnt have lesson for mental health, so i passed her money $12 to michelle, they good friends should be alright bahz.. but most prob, i think she wun take back the money... see her character. okie.. den after that we got grp meeting at library lor.. well not counted la.. wad meeting chit chat session i should say.. Eulindra just very slack nowadays.. cassandra also.. liewx. always wanna go back home.. sian one leh.. ask her do project can take her forever.. wads so difficult!! just faster finish.. faster end lor.. liewz.. -.- suan le.. by the way today i fasting for Gershon's mum who is going for chemotherapy today.. i hope she's fine and everything will go smoothly... God will bless His property.. protect her from all devil's works!! amen.. wow.. still got 3 n 1/2 hour more... ren.... was drink like 4 bottles of water liao... now got a feeling in my throat.. uncomfortable sia.. .. yea.. i will remember wat i am fasting for.. She will be blessed... Thank you Jesus.:) xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, February 16, 2005
at 7:05 PM1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character,leave him alone .4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationshipthat's not meant to be .6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Slower is better .8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as youdeserve then heck no you can't "be friends."A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend .10 Have faith in God regarding your relationship, but don't let faithmake you stupid. God does things decent and in order. 11. Don't settle. 12. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 13. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship- -take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable.Do you really want to be with a man like that?. 14. Don't stay because you think "it will get better".You'll be mad at yourself a year later for stayingwhen things are not better. 15. Honorable men take care of their businessand aren't involved in a whole lot of mess. 16. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 17. There's only one 'reason' a man dumps you;he doesn't want you. 18. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by abunch of different woman.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,why would he treat you any differently? 19. You really do have to kiss a few frogs beforefinding the prince .20. Always put yourself and your happiness first. 21. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. 22. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.If something bothers you, speak up. 23. Like from the show Sex and the City, if he doesn't call, he just isn't that interested. 24. Be honest and upfront. 25. Know when to cut the cord, don't be strung along. 26. Don't fall for the "I'm confused role". Remove yourself from the situation to let him figure things out (but don't wait for him, move on). 27. If you want to have a clue as to how he will treat you, watch how he treats the WOMEN in his family (not just mom). 28. There's more than physical abuse,there's emotional and mental abuse.If he causes any of them....flee. 29. You cannot change a man's behaviors.Change comes from within. 30. Don't let him place rules on you that he is notwilling to follow himself -- double-standard. 31. Don't EVER make him feel he is moreimportant than you are...even if he has moreeducation or in a better job. 32. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. 33. Demand respect and if he can't give it, he can't have you! 34. Don't compete with other woman, but beaware that men are attracted to what they see. 35. If you think he is cheating, he probably is.Confront him right away and if you feel he's lying, let him go. 36. Actions speak louder than words. 37. Never let a man define who you are .38. Never rely on a man for compliments, look to yourself for that. 39. Never borrow someone else's man. 40. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. 41. Just because he says he loves you, doesn'tmean that he won't hurt you and it doesn't meanthat you are meant to be with him. 42. To use painful hard-won wisdom -- 'get it right' the next time. 43. Know that you deserve to be the number one person in the life of the.1person in your life. 44. Love is a verb ... 45. Learn to give up your lifelong task of trying to make someoneunavailable-available, someone un giving-giving,and someone unloving-loving. 46. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. 47. All men are NOT dogs. 48. You should not be the one doing all thebending...compromise is a two way street. 49. If you don't love self...you can't love anyone else. 50. You cannot mend someone else's broken heart. 51. You need time to heal between relationships.....there is nothing cute about baggage.....deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. 52. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you....a relationship consists of two WHOLE individualss.....look for someone complementary...not supplementary. 53. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.Right. 54. NEVER give more in a relationship than you are getting out of it. 55. Never become your man's "therapist". 56. When actions and words conflict, believe the actions.Respond to the actions. 57. A real healthy relationship requires two people.One person can end it - but it takes two to make it work. 58. Don't fall for the "I'm not the loving type"..when a man loves you there is nothing in this world (within reason) that he wouldn't do for you 59. Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're alwaysreadily available to him he takes it for granted. 60. Give him his space...let him go out with his boysdon't pressure him to spend time with you,You cant force a man to hang out with you. 61. If you wouldn't allow your daughter to be with him you shouldn't. 62. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. 63. Never move into his mother's house. 64. Provide financially for yourself and don't depend on anyone. 65. Never co-sign for a man. 66. Never believe you have the perfect guy and he is so innocent. 67. Never spoil your man; let him spoil you. 68. Never let a man mess up your credit. 69. When it's time to let go; let go .70. Good men should be treated like good men. 71. Don't play games. 72. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't giveyou everything that you need. 73. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. 74. Compatibility in terms of educational attainment, values, beliefs,personal and career goals, and socioeconomic status, are important. 75. Never date men who wear colour contacts. hello guys.. i dun agree with point number 75 la.. since colin wears it. :P xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, February 15, 2005
at 8:56 PMhello guys! happy new yr and a happy valentine's day to all the couples in the world!! ahaha.. abit late liao now already 15feb :P hehe.. how have u guys been ? stressed up lately? yea.. grown fat liao.. drank lots of coke n orange.. ba kwa pineapple tarts.. liewx... how thinking how to slim down..... ytd went to marche wif my dear... wah liew.. eat till super full.. but dun have my stingray.. abit not satisfied.. hehe my dear treated me super good on valentine's day sia.. dunno why.. funni abt him....... haha is he leaving me after treating me good? hahha.. heaven knows. just to tell my darling, my heart will nv change for u no matter how long... haha.. i will still make my own card for u, write letters for u every now n then.. but i reli got poorer dress sense wor.. so i hope that whatever presents i chose for u, u will love it k.... dun always go out till so late wif nicholas, have to study k... love u lots dear :) xoxo, you know you love me |
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