Strumming Some Heartstrings

Monday, March 27, 2006
at 11:47 AM

on saturday the auntie, madam kwerk siew kiam past away in my ward... the auntie whom i loved the most, always so thankful of everything we did for her.. so kind and pleasant lady. and she is also the one who gave me my ever first thank you card in the my career as a nurse. Thanks madam kwerk for brightening my life in the ward and gave me a push of encouragement i least expected.. i know i can give my best of everything for my patients.
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at 10:31 AM

the front of the card.. nice right!! its a night gown hand made!!! 1st time in my life to receive such a card... hohoho!! Posted by Picasa
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at 10:29 AM

this is my pride.. a card made by my patient's daughter to thank me :) Posted by Picasa
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
at 11:26 AM

a friend told me that going to the kind of place where evil surfaced more easily is wrong, sort of reprimanded me when i didnt stop my friends from going. though it wasnt meant to be told to her but she just found out. was reli a friend whom i reli can rely on in the past. somehow found that time changes relationships, either faded or more bonding. maybe to her im nv perfect, i've let her down..wad she does will always be God-send. seldom toks to me now, mybe she's busy... the only time when she toks to me will be a time for unpleasant stuff.. if doing the righteous is wad God cared about, den Jesus would hav been nailed when he was born,... why did he touch so many lives of others, change their hearts withto turn to Him willingly...out judging them? why did he helped the adulterous woman not to be stoned, was she guilty? yes. He is always merciful... if wat God is, is just to send someone to get the fact straight in my head, i will be sad.. real worried...den i hope its not God, its the devil. becos Jesus will nv do that, nv, i know him and his personality, whatever that is in the black leather back book, i will believe. He is a Spirit who gently reminds and nv judges ppl by saying wat sin we have. i was hurt... my heart was skinned a layer off its original size.
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
at 10:00 AM

Loving the Job that u're On.
was toking to colin one day, think on the way back from work.. he asked me why do i like my job, or do i feel tired to go work everyday.. actually i cant be that noble to say that i love every single task given to me day by day. but to me i can feel God's favour and ppl's favour upon me in my work place. :P i love to tok to my patients.. they r reli nice n sensitive ppl, they can feel your love for them easily. always say thank you and i think its reli a blessing for me. nurse manager is always granting my leave, so far nv say no la. haha.. but i also need to be sensitive, Holy Spirit helps me to be it! Loving a job which u initiately chose, had not turn out to me like an ideal job. but im reli happy seeing them without complains and being comfortable in the ward. favours like they usually feel better toking to me, more comfortable, encouraging them to eat more when they had no appetite, maybe i look to them like a friend than a nurse.. cos i looked like betty boop??? arghh.. -.- Jesus is my friend forever. i believe it's the presence of my Lord, He is with me whenever i walk to my patients, whenever i tok to them, they feel His love. im so happy... its a place to glorify God!! nv imagine it to be in this way!

i used to see unthankful ppl in the hospital last time when im on attachment in ttsh. there u simply have no time to interact with them becos u r too occupied with tasks. and ytd i was having lunch with the staff nurses next door which is ward 44, they were saying the paitent's relative will say that the nurses are maids, are there to serve the clients like queens. wat the heck, i was quite pissed when i heard this. yes we do serve our patients and meeting their everyday needs, but we r not maids, we dont do household chores!!! having a passion for it is a MUST, for our job. if not u will go down in no time.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
at 11:03 AM

an adventurous Evening.
even if i sleep upside down thenight b4 also cannot dream that my wallet will be yesterday. lost it in the hougang contro station, think i dropped it on the floor den someone go n pick up bah.. always say liling so careless so careless.. in the end its my turn. went looking around for it once it couldnt be found, report to the control person there. hoping for him to call me back to say someone returned..

Went home with a heavy heart, colin was with me, so he try to make me think positively, i got no money in the wallet, atm with $10, now just need to worry about housebreaking. so i immediately go back, he helped me to change the lock of my house, the metal gate. so changed every key.. then the heart abit settled. but i grow until so big, still im worried that my dad will reprimand me. :( so my mum wanted to ask my dad where the plastic to tie the lock to the door, so had to tell him i lost my purse and keys..

today is the latest i ever slept on the bed. slept till 11am. was having some sort of dream that i receive my wallet back in the mailbox, and was so glad, den inside is all other ppl's things.. den i sian... cos i wanted most now is my ic and keys to be back... its expensive to make back leh!!!!! arghhhhh.............. should have zipped my bag.

PS: bad things do happen to "good" people.
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Friday, March 10, 2006
at 9:58 AM

you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE.
"I am at peace"
Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.
How to Get Along with Me
If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.
I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.
Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.
Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.
Ask me questions to help me get clear.
Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.
Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.
I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.
Let me know you like what I've done or said.
Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.
What I Like About Being a Nine
being nonjudgmental and accepting
caring for and being concerned about others
being able to relax and have a good time
knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around
my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator
my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now
being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe
What's Hard About Being a Nine
being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive
being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline
being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally
being confused about what I really want
caring too much about what others will think of me
not being listened to or taken seriously
Nines as Children
Often feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant
tune out a lot, especially when others argue
are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves
Nines as Parents
are supportive, kind, and warm
are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective
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at 9:30 AM

i hate it
i cant go for cellgroup, i wanna be recharged, i reli want more. am i too self centred sometimeS? cant even do my followup well, learning to put others first, always strains my heart. im so rebellious.. do i reli have God's nature in me? He is so perfect.
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
at 11:39 AM

my family!!! glad they came for my baptism.. Posted by Picasa
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at 11:38 AM

miss juleen lots... this is my love family Posted by Picasa
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at 11:37 AM

i have the riches of the whole world!!!!! envy not? Posted by Picasa
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at 11:30 AM

hohoho... from since12th feb i have crazy hair, wide grin, joy in my heart, and legs jumping for joy!!!!! Posted by Picasa
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at 9:54 AM

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