Strumming Some Heartstrings Monday, July 18, 2005
at 6:22 PMhello.... today is a rainy day. been to school since morning den now come back... woohoo.. finally after 3 yrs in nyp, i been to the GYM!!!! :P hmm now feeling tired... and just now very hungry becos haven eat since 11+ till now. hmm.. cass suddenly told me abt going to church... i told her my service is 730pm on saturday, she seems interested!!! praise the Lord! actually since that time i went out wif her and another friend, i find that she's very potential. :D haiz.. but the only worry now is her son.. 1yr plus onli.. she might have to take care of her son if her husband dun look after the son.. :( haiz.. DEar Jesus.. please show me ur grace to bring new friend to ur kingdom.. She's a person of capability and definately needs God in her live... Jesus please bless her life. Thank you... xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, July 14, 2005
at 9:17 AMhey hey hey~~~~~~~~~ yea finally can eat le... this morning woke up at 6am to eat duck meat and rice... wanted to eat it last night but cannot...... smell so nice... my mum cook de.. :X yea.. eat le den sleep back until 8am wake up.. ytd went ktv with nette juan and huiyi.. hehe.. everyone was tired, even juan aslo sing with little energy.. hmm...... but we sang the one night in beijing!!! nette was freaking out on the sofa.. hiakxxxxxx.. nice to sing mah that song dunno why she hates it... aiyo... i like her skirt alot leh.. semi formal yet casual.. :) for those who dunno.. i've been fasting 24hrs ytd until today 6am.. liews... reli difficult to ren sia.. u noe wad.. i go everywhere also got ppl eat and eat.. cannot stand it.. even on the lift to party world ytd, got auntie pack mac food and eatting in the lift... God.... -.- reli cham lor.. den see huiyi they all eat the tidbits, i also want to eat but can onli drink plain water.... in the end of the singing session they nv finish the tidbits.. i see le.. haiz.. so lang fei.. i wanna eat also cant.. :( well since im fasting for the new church building, but show God that i reli meant my word. so when peiyu asked me ytd if got ppl secretly eat food, i said i dunno lor.. becos i find that no point lying to yourself.. u hide under the bed and eat God also can see wat.. for wat u fast den... -.- Then now im in school blogging lor, boring.. but im really happy becos i can do all things through Christ who strengthen me.. :) i can fast, can pray and its answered.. wad more can i ask for? hee.. i prayed on monday night that i wun fall asleep during lectures becos i wanna get good results for God, in the end.. the sleeping sense went to my friend beside me :P she usually nv sleep de.. zzzz Thank God! xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, July 10, 2005
at 9:27 PMsorry guys.. so long nv blog le... cos no mood sia.. but now everything slowly going back to normal le. im feeling fine dun worry... :) i can do anything through Jesus... now feeling very mixed, sometimes i reli dunno doing wat is right for him, wad is not.. but indeed he's the person who stand by me for 2 yrs plus, cant say forget den forget. i really feel very bad everyday.. something is really missing in me.... i really feels lonely... i want to stand strong for God yet, devil wun let me alone.. i had relied on the wrong person again and i really felt guilty to involve in this kind of thing again. today liling talked to me, i felt that i have been forcing ppl and giving too much pressure.. i cant do anything with my might and power, i cant change anything.. becos onli Jesus has this power.. He's still waiting for me to rely on Him once again, waiting for me to use His power to overcome things.. I know i have done many wrongs in the past, i should not be too proud... God.... Forgive me k.. :) love ya lots. xoxo, you know you love me |
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