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at 11:35 PM

what i day out to have dinner together.. even if its just a simple dinner it can be sanctified with God and filled with the joy of the Lord as im waiting for time to pass by, to watch yu e bai fen bai.. might as well do something useful.. ehhe write my blog!!! its such a joy doing forecast... the first time eh!! enjoyed calling the ppl up one by one.. finding out about wad happened in their lifes.. and be their friend. keke.. too bad i cant go for my cgm this week.. and also todays bible study is like no other man! although the front part may be abit distracting, cos i sit at the 2nd row the door very near.. ppl outside very noisy.. but towards the middle n the end.. it was good.. it was a time when ppl reli look towards the Lord... praying in tongues.. is stepping into the supernatural zone, and also setting apart Jesus from ur distractions and lifting what ever burdens u have in your heart.. i almost cried, i opened up my heart and God just filled me with his presence n Spirit... i felt goosebumps coming like waves man!! hehe.. was great... next time i give xiao bao bs i also wanna send my goosbumps over to him!!! haha..

and really glad that Serene, Melxin aka Jerry, and (take a deep breath) : Arial Narrow Chua Junyang jun yang jun yang spongebob, windings3, patrick (thats what my uncle used to call me!! hehe!!) mambo hey! hey! hey!
haha... we were saying if his name card were to be made, it will be so long that the train door cant close.. lol.. ROFL really enjoyed this 3 angels presence!! :D


at 1:18 AM

Dear girls... especially Jean.. just wanna say thanks and so much thanks!!!! i dunno how to deescribe fully but God has definitely soken through you about my relationship problems.. so many a times i dun dare to face it.. or just brush it off my mind for like a minute or 2. but it will keep jumping back and hurt me all over again.. i know thats the reason why i cant commit fully.. in my spiritual life.. my family.. my work.. my ministry. it all meant so much to me, i asked myself till im numb to the problem which i've been facing. each time when messages comes, i know i will have a bad day, wrong emotions.. empty. thanks Jean, if not for her i didnt know where did i reli do wrong to deserve all these. i felt enlightened actually, but that Jean sure feels that i've exaggerated. i nv occurred to me that i've passed the wrong msg to him, talking in terms that he couldnt understand me. that point of time, nobody told me anything. now that she'd prayed for me.. i know im clearer of where the Holy Spirit is bringing me to, and how i can walk away guilt free.. nothing every changes, the world dun change, the situation didnt change, ppl are still there... but guess what. My thinking n mindset changed! keke.. Devil u have no foot hold in my LIFE!


at 11:45 PM

happy birthday ying ying!!!!! :D reli hope that u enjoyed ur birthday today.... u will like the skirt right? hehe.. anyway ying ying is a last time cg friend, didnt get to know her back then though, but i just feel that she is loavable la!! duhx.. times with her reli flies..

been much better after talking to like 5 other ppl today.. talked to shujuan, andy la.. joanna and ah li.. hehe.. actually didnt share with them much, but just when u talk to them u feel good, maybe something spiritual impartation going on bahz.. haha.. or issit i think too much.? listening n playing the song "kid's prayer" the whole afternoon. think that the song is reli simple n from their heart.. i think if im God, i will be reli touched by what the little ones, prayed in the song. juan sent me the song.. but i dunno put where liao. haha.. found. the lyrics goes like this:

I WANT TO KNOW YOU LORD YOU ARE A GREAT BIG GOD

I'M YOUNG AND DO NOT KNOW A LOT COME AND BE MY ALL

I WANT TO LOVE YOU MORE GIVING YOU MY LIFE AND ALL YOU DIED FOR ME

YOU'VE SACRIFICED I WON'T FORGET YOU LORD I LOVE YOU JESUS

I'LL GROW UP KNOWING YOU I LOVE YOU JESUS I'LL GROW UP SERVING YOU

I LOVE YOU JESUS MY LIFE IS SAVED BY YOU I'LL NEVER FORGET NEVER FORGET

I'LL GROW UP LOVING YOU

my heart just melt ask the kids sang on stage the other day during church service.. i think they r reli anointed like what ying ying says.. it makes me nv want to give up what i believe, nv want to forget who saved me from dungens and hug me even when im dirty like mud.


at 12:28 AM

how r things getting on with u guys???? whats going on??
been asking myself this question... issit going the way that i want it to be? its a time of breaking down again... every now and then... i just do nothing n cry.. allowing myself to be weak n cry all over again...be at a corner... and just tear.. so many times i hold back my tears... all the unhappiness.. reminded of the things i lost.. even sometimes i didnt get to cry n be touched by God during service n cg cos im serving ministry or i just feel i shouldnt let others worry so much for me.. i cant appear so weak.. so soft so emotional.. so vulnerable... how fast the pace of everyday life... no time to look at my family.... all the quality time i've lost int he past yr... i just wanna cry everything out.. and not to be a fool this yr again... making the same mistakes.

after crying i reli feel refreshed n the sudden surged of energy to move on with a sharper mind n God's strength again... was toking to juan just now on msn.. was telling her how difficult issit to go through emotions alone when friends can no long reach the place where ur inner part of hurts are concerned. its not everyone can share ur deepest secrets n hurts.. i've learned to tell someone who will nv leak out my secrets and can reply me in return of encouragement and a hand around my shoulders when i needed.. even when i just felt Jesus looking at me without talking.. i will just cry n break down wherever im at.. outside.. on mrt or in my room or even typing on the com now. i just felt loved.. Thank you Holy spirit.. its not those times of happy n enjoyment do u find the holy spirit most prominent. its when u r depending fully most down and u still seek Him, there u will find Him waiting. 24/7.... every second of my life.

I've been telling myself.. i need to commit to more friendship, sharing more things with my fellow friends like Jean li and mavis.. etc. i must work hard... if not i will nv touch another soul who can feel Jesus touch like i do. Jesus rockz.


at 11:28 PM

hey ppl!! happy 2007!!! hehe... firstly im reli happy n glad that my baby niece is borned in kkh in 0251am 01/01/2007!! got to see her and carry her as she is fast asleep.. so sweet.... her name is Megan, this yr is also a yr of new resolutions n dreams to live up to.

i thank God for my family n all the friends in my life, giving me support and strength just as Jesus in flesh! :D love the thankgiving night at the chalet alot. felt that it was reli a time where we learn to know more abt each other's life and be mroe understanding n sensitve to each n every one's feelings. been reli a slppy yr to think abt in 2006, although i have started a new job, i have been struggling to get approval from everyone else at work!! since tomorrow im going to start my first shift in 2007 i wann thank God for all the good things that has happened t me, lessons that taught me how to depend fully on Him and humbling myself to has for forgiveness in the areas that i sin agains Him. its not a bad yr indeed, truly not a simple n easy yr for me..
some ppl may wish for a v bed of roses and hapiness coming their way and hope tow ork lesser in the days to come, esy going life... But to tell u the truth, days are going to get tougher n more challenging, i cant stay sloppy anymore. last yr i got 9 days mc in the whole yr of 2006, this yr my goal is to get 5 or less.

Resolution of the yr: is to balance my walk with God, my ministry in church, my work, and my family all together. being able to account to God what i have done in 2007 during the end of the yr.. i can tell God clearly, whether Hid task given to me is fulfilled and i have tried my best in depending on Him for a result, being a good armour bearer n teacher.