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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

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at 9:41 AM

dunno if its the devil that is trying so hard to get at me, i missed shirleen's birthday, juan's birthday, and the prayer meeting yesterday. recently im trying to get myself together to work for God again, letting Him know that im representing Him to shine at the work place, i know i cant make any mistakes and cant afford too, becos im dealing with lifes. ppl may demean me, may backstab me, all this i know that its possible and nothing for me to argue with them. but if for Godly ppl or we re fellow sisters i reli cant see a reason for it. i hope they will nv find out that i know about it and all the things that i have done, they always have bad impression of me, and i reli dun wanna feel this way u know, becos i will always act towards what i believe. i dun want to be doom in front of them. Never. God loves ppl and me too i must love like Him, teach me how oh Lord to forgive and forget easily. i believe things happen for a cause and u reli want me to learn hard, i will and get over it soon in no time.


at 10:52 PM

Awaken my soul!~~~~

love this song man... just bought the cd, and really worth it man, i truly encourage u guys to buy it, after less its like $15 ?? cheap huh. God's deal is always the best deal!!

recently realised how many flaws i hav and what i reli cant stand is tongue starts to wag behind me, dun ask me how i hear or who i hear it from, cos im not going to go after it, its meaningless. no more whys and who is right n wrong, previously was reli bothered by how the other party is going to realised his/her mistake if the person has the fault too in an argument. i tried so much to justify myself and really got so tired. i told God how agonised i am, how stupid i am to hold it so tight to myself, till i cant breathe. i really dunno how, even if i know its the right thing to do but sometimes it might just take longer for me to overcome it. God i will do it, i reli pray u will have patience with me. i dun want to take u for granted. did quite a few wrong things that hurt others unintentionally too. but what is most important is the unforgiveness dun come between u and God's walk, so VERY NOT worth it.

first: apologise, not becos u feel like it. but u need to do it, to please God and keep ur walk with God right. its hard, difficult and truly wont get the response that u want from the other party, i told myself not to continue doing it wrong.

2nd: ask God to take away the hurt and unforgiveness. of cos it wun happen immediately, unless special case la. it takes time and its really a choice u make for God to take over ur emotions and let Him fight for u. :) this is one thing i like, becos God justifies His children. dun need to even bother if the person got what u mean of he or she learnt the lesson. becos once He take over, everything he will BAO KA LIAO!! HEEEEEEE....

3rd: keep urself clean. observe this weakness that i have, and not to let emotions rule over u when troubles come knocking at ur door. know when it starts to boil and simmer with God's love. take precaution as like fasting or praying over it, or over the person. im sure God is always there to help me and even u ! you!!! and youuuu!!! :)