this song really rock my world today!!!! from Jiabin's blog!! :) hope u guys like it!!! MY LORD IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
xoxo,
you know you love me
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
at 11:56 AM
Hey guys~ thanks for staying by me all this while in 2007
I thank God for Gershon who always encourage me through words, didnt really teach me the hard way becos he loves me alot, i know of all the troubles i've brought, sometimes i really feel like giving up and find that im really not suitable to be who u want me to be, underperformed my dutys in alot of ways. but each time God reminds me that He chose me not becos i can perform very well in the first place, but i will be moulded to see Him pure n white one day in Heaven. i cried so hard every single time i feel that im not good enough, i cant be measured to the others who really have a heart for the cg. i hope i can really carry the cross every single day of my life, becos every yr He gives me a new start, a new race with no past records.
I thank God for vincent and estelle who put in much hard work in integrating me in the usher ministry all this while, every single time i feel reluctant to serve, you guys always spare me the hard treatment. i hate to have double mindedness inside of me. stuggling each time to serve with my flesh and my soul, when im late, i cant help feeling guilty all the time that i cant give my all to serve in God's house. i have often lost to my flesh due to work n unwillingness. iam sorry i've let u down as i cant commit myself to serve in 2007. i want i new me to commit myself to arrange myself around God's house so that i cant serv You better.
I thank God for Ah li, she nv failed to bring me up to my feet again, staying physically with me throughout my toughest moment in 2007, prayed together, do stupid things together, and forget this n that, she is a friend i nv felt any pressure with, and i respect her alot, becos of her determination to take ownership in the cg, when we r alone, we behave like total idiots. hehe. anyway i pray our friendship will be builded around God and grow even more each day in 2008!!!
I thank God for Marvis, she is a special friend that i often want to have for i me n myself. sometimes i feel that we can spend hours n hours hugging each other n crying in each others bossom, i know you are a person with efficiency and time conscious, which is also my weak point. i can nv be time conscious for a long time!!! haha. when we share about affairs of the heart, we will just tear, or even just in God's presence. i feel like i have a crazy faithful friend for lifE!! Life can nv be dull again, when each time she appreciate my silly jokes n laugh even when nobody did... its the greatest encouragement to be as crazy as ever!!! ehhee.. joking. i know i can nv find someone who look into every detail of myself like she did. thank you Girl!!!
I thank God for Jean, she is someone im really amazed by, she nv grumbles!!! NEVER! all the things she did for the cg or for even friends, she will just go the extra 1,2,3,4,5,6, miles for the person she really cared about! just wanna tell you that i really appreciate you, even the warm letter that u gave to me to recouncil that time. i know this friendship is for real, for life for eternity. i am sorry, becos i can be braindead when coming out with ideas. hehe. love you dear~ you r my pretty n strong jiejie, each time when i feel small, your smile nv fail to comfort me. see you in 2008!!!
i thank God for Juan andJes, they are the last thing i fall back on, when i feel real lost and thought i have nothing left, i know i still have them till the world falls apart. in times of need and in times of peak i will always find them near me! sorry for unable to commit much of my time to our friendship jes, some of the time i feel that i cant match up to u both, last time i always feel more inferior to the friendship between u both, but now i dun feel this way le. all the small cards of encouragement nv failed to brighten my day when i take it out from my wallet to see again. :P thank you for being in my life which i can nv find anyone to replace. :P
xoxo,
you know you love me
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this song really rock my world today!!!! from Jiabin's blog!! :) hope u guys like it!!! MY LORD IS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
xoxo,
you know you love me
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
at 11:56 AM
Hey guys~ thanks for staying by me all this while in 2007
I thank God for Gershon who always encourage me through words, didnt really teach me the hard way becos he loves me alot, i know of all the troubles i've brought, sometimes i really feel like giving up and find that im really not suitable to be who u want me to be, underperformed my dutys in alot of ways. but each time God reminds me that He chose me not becos i can perform very well in the first place, but i will be moulded to see Him pure n white one day in Heaven. i cried so hard every single time i feel that im not good enough, i cant be measured to the others who really have a heart for the cg. i hope i can really carry the cross every single day of my life, becos every yr He gives me a new start, a new race with no past records.
I thank God for vincent and estelle who put in much hard work in integrating me in the usher ministry all this while, every single time i feel reluctant to serve, you guys always spare me the hard treatment. i hate to have double mindedness inside of me. stuggling each time to serve with my flesh and my soul, when im late, i cant help feeling guilty all the time that i cant give my all to serve in God's house. i have often lost to my flesh due to work n unwillingness. iam sorry i've let u down as i cant commit myself to serve in 2007. i want i new me to commit myself to arrange myself around God's house so that i cant serv You better.
I thank God for Ah li, she nv failed to bring me up to my feet again, staying physically with me throughout my toughest moment in 2007, prayed together, do stupid things together, and forget this n that, she is a friend i nv felt any pressure with, and i respect her alot, becos of her determination to take ownership in the cg, when we r alone, we behave like total idiots. hehe. anyway i pray our friendship will be builded around God and grow even more each day in 2008!!!
I thank God for Marvis, she is a special friend that i often want to have for i me n myself. sometimes i feel that we can spend hours n hours hugging each other n crying in each others bossom, i know you are a person with efficiency and time conscious, which is also my weak point. i can nv be time conscious for a long time!!! haha. when we share about affairs of the heart, we will just tear, or even just in God's presence. i feel like i have a crazy faithful friend for lifE!! Life can nv be dull again, when each time she appreciate my silly jokes n laugh even when nobody did... its the greatest encouragement to be as crazy as ever!!! ehhee.. joking. i know i can nv find someone who look into every detail of myself like she did. thank you Girl!!!
I thank God for Jean, she is someone im really amazed by, she nv grumbles!!! NEVER! all the things she did for the cg or for even friends, she will just go the extra 1,2,3,4,5,6, miles for the person she really cared about! just wanna tell you that i really appreciate you, even the warm letter that u gave to me to recouncil that time. i know this friendship is for real, for life for eternity. i am sorry, becos i can be braindead when coming out with ideas. hehe. love you dear~ you r my pretty n strong jiejie, each time when i feel small, your smile nv fail to comfort me. see you in 2008!!!
i thank God for Juan andJes, they are the last thing i fall back on, when i feel real lost and thought i have nothing left, i know i still have them till the world falls apart. in times of need and in times of peak i will always find them near me! sorry for unable to commit much of my time to our friendship jes, some of the time i feel that i cant match up to u both, last time i always feel more inferior to the friendship between u both, but now i dun feel this way le. all the small cards of encouragement nv failed to brighten my day when i take it out from my wallet to see again. :P thank you for being in my life which i can nv find anyone to replace. :P