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at 5:29 PM

Wen Hou Ge

This is a song title of the song on my blog! hehe, was reminded by Eva how i got to listen to this song from xiao zhu's show, today's lunar new year's eve, and makes me think back of how ppl have just come and go in my life, leaving different footprints in my life that makes who i am now. Some footprints are so hard on you, leaving more than a footprint but injuries all over, some are just like small prints that r gentle yet happy to look back at, some of them r dull waiting for u to add colours to their life, some r so colourful they r still affecting me in my everyday life. :D

i love the the story that Eva shared during her cgm, about the footprints when the boy suddenly couldnt find the footprints walking beside him everyday, he thought that person left him on his own, but didnt realise that He had already carried the boy's whole life on His back, that in the future no matter what happen it is gg to be upon Him. Last time when i read this story i find it abit flaky, becos i think that it is us who is still walking in this life, is He really carrying me when i dun have to face the pain n agony of life? but when Eva shared again while we r praying, i got an insight about this story, He wants to carry everything and walk for you this walk, but am i willing to let Him walk for us? or are we still leading our own life and placing Him aside in everyday life? i felt convicted, i want His life, His feet to walk this walk of mine.

Eva also mentioned about taking effort in completing a small or simple task, it will eventually be magnitfied, Big tasks in life will seem easily attainable. it was again ministering to my heart that the small things i do, really do matter to ppl, even it may seem insignificant to myself, actually everytime when ppl praise me or say something nice about me, i really have no recollection that i had really did it in a way that reli touches a person alot, sometimes i feel puzzled why r ppl singing my praise when i dun feel it happening? its confusing. -.- heng i nv say aloud all these haha..

Becos it happened the next day during service!! haha.. after my jw service, i received sms from ah li that Steven brought a friend to church and paul came along with him, i was quite amazed already, but what is more amazing is that He actually pray and fast for his friends! this is really amazing, and then suddenly it flashes in my mind when i was praying for them in the train to work few days back, i told them i pray for a closer relationship with Jesus, and will be fasting for them that day, many replied, esp steven who wrote a 4 page long sms telling me how my prayer is affecting his day and he is really thankful to God! :D "these r the things u have sown." Lord said. i just so feel like tearing during testimony but i holded back, cos it looked stupid! haha.

He is still the best at ministering to my thoughts. :)


at 11:08 PM

But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining

Was at work just now, met my christian colleague, hehe i am always happy to have her, she was my preceptor, she is my model at work, she fights for me, pray for me, protects me, teach me. haha and one thing very important, she is a prayer warrior! haha.. she is from a family church though, but she speaks in tongues, connects with God. :D she told me that she bought a new worhsip cd and love a song called Praise You in the storm by Casting Crowns. i went home n now looking at the lyrics n listening to it. it is really great, i dun have to elaborate more, just look below, its a great song. reminding me of God's goodness from above.

PS: Your faith will be strengthen after listening. :D


I was sure by now
God you would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say “Amen”, and it’s still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as You mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I’ll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
Every tear I’ve cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry
You raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can’t find You

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
“I’m with you”
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth


at 1:46 PM

nothing beats a day when u just add God into your daily equation. it happened to me ytd when i was amending my assignment.....

Gershon was speaking to the cgis about the new yr adjustments to the cellgroup and how we can better love n manage our ppl entrusted to us.

He says that they r important to u, they will be always on my mind, and guess how true it is when there r times i forget when is yunyou's exams even after he msged me about the dates, how many times i expect alvin to reply me when he was doing his 24hr duty and couldnt get a phone to reply me, how isaac told me 1 week b4 he has to attend to a friend's wedding dinner couldnt turn up for service and i still expecting furiously that he will turn up at 535pm, maggie would have struggled with a 199 times which i only know a 100, how many times i would expect xingguang to reply me when everyone knew that his hp is spoilt and couldnt answer any call. all these just amount to something called loving without the heart.

i began to repent from the things that i had fallen short to touch and love them as my sheep, all those things i didnt realise myself, but God revealed to me by small impressions in my mind that i cant forget. i asked God if i can be a leader that they love as a friend, respect as a leader and honour with substantial fear in it. back to the incident ytd....

i was writing my assignment and was praying in tongues and i thought of her, how many things that she faced alone herself, how many times she struggled and think that she is far away from God. i suddenly had a picture in my mind that shows how she behaves at home, how she put her family above everything in her life, i asked God to teach me how to love her wholely. becos as a cgi i can onli do so much, what else can i do to love her, i wondered in my heart and i finally know why, its all becos of the focus i had on her, i seldom focus on what she had, but what she dont have, i had deprived a vision over her life, that is why she is not really growing spiritually, i teared.

i began to form a vision in my mind, my notebook about her, she will become a strong bible sch student, that builds on even greater faith upon God and the ppl around her, her spirit and soul will be open up by the Lord, treating things seriously, she will prosper in all her other things just as her soul prosper. She will build on her strength to bring her whole family into salvation and light up those whom she comes near to. Praise the Lord. Girl i am sorry, give me a chance to cover you with prayers and love ok.

ps: my wish is to always stand by you.