 Wednesday, October 21, 2009
 at 11:54 PMFacing the upcoming unknown is Scary Looking at what the previous weeks has past, really sets me thinking at what i'm going through now, whether everything was meant to me. The failure of my module, the new shock, the new friendships, the new challenges. It seems like everything is super fun n good for so many ppl. I asked God, what does He think about it, No answer. Was this part of His plan? No answer. Will walking towards the unknown bring me to another disappointment? No answer. Am i going through situation like this by bearing through the storm? No answer. Or am i going through this by putting a stop to it? no answer. Peace of God in my heart? ups n downs Not exactly or maybe im just insecure. All these unknowns and no answers from God really sets me thinking very hard. I know the answer may not be now or probably i might just need to pray n wait. There is always a period of waiting, and its like a farmer who laboured for the harvest, there is always a season for the harvest and a period of leaving the crops alone to grow. Maybe what i can foresee in front of me is a sea of storm, and uncertainty. But it is just what i imagine it to be. It may or may not be untill i walk nearer or step into the water right. This is the picture of my heart, rainings of uncertainty and yet, im gonna step into it anyway. Storm or whatever. Here i come!!! xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, October 06, 2009
at 2:42 PMBeing in a Dreamy mode for the longest period of time... how to describe a dreamy mode, that is to: 1) "suffer" from a certain high from an experience or a vision from ur head which may or may not happen 2) smiling to urself from time to time, like a mad woman. 3) happy n expecting an sms or an email or chat dialog 4) nothing in this world will bring ur mood down 5) feeling full even without eating, dun need the carbo to balance ur endophines. 6) jumps and skips around the house n everywhere 7) give out of a heart that is overflowing with love 8) feel like thanking God for all the things all the time!! 9) wants others around to feel the happiness i have within me! 10) unresolved things doesnt look as threatening to me now :) Thats what im feeling so far... Am i very sick??? I'm "suffering" from overdosing of the medication........ xoxo, you know you love me |
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